There was a big glob on it and before I could think, I licked it off and was swirling it around in my mouth. I picked up the handkerchief, and when I smelled it, my cock throbbed. As I continued looking through the clothes a thought occurred to me: My dad didn't have a cold. I lifted it with two fingers and dropped it on the floor.
I reached in and immediately recoiled when my hand hit something wet. My parents were at my grandma's house, and I knew they wouldn't be back until late, so I went into their room and opened up their hamper. One night when I had the house to myself I decided to try on a different pair of my mom's panties. I was stuck, and meanwhile my craving for cock grew.
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I had no idea how to find a man like the one I wanted, I was too young to get into a bar, and I wasn't about to meet some stranger from the internet.
I even stole a pair of my mom's lacy panties and wore them all day sometimes. If I was going to be fucked by a man, I wanted it to be a big, burly, manly man. They were girly, which didn't appeal to me at all. I knew a couple of gay guys at school, but I quickly ruled them out. It was like a fever or something, I had to have it. I found myself looking at the bulges in the front of men's pants on the street. I was fantasizing about sucking cock! And not just that, I wanted to eat cum and get fucked in the ass too. I'd never really thought about it, but I think when I watched the oral videos I was mentally putting myself in the place of the girl. That was how I realized that I craved cock. Something about those cocks rubbing together drove me nuts. She held them pressed together, and then rubbed the wet, hard cocks against each other for a while before she put them back in her mouth. This girl had two cocks in her mouth and they kind of slipped out. I used to watch it over and over, sometimes in slow motion. There was one part in one of my DVDs that really got me off. I especially like it when three or four guys are being sucked off by one girl. My favorites were always the oral videos. I could float through a whole day of tedious bullshit if I knew I was going to the adult book store to pick up a DVD that night. I know it wont shock you when I say I love porn. Having a vivid and creative imagination is kind of a curse in that way, because in my head I can have all kinds of wild sex without any consequences. Sexually, to be honest, I'd rather jack off. I've had a couple of serious girlfriends over the years, but I always broke it off before the heavy 'I love you' phase. I figure why pay forty thousand dollars a year to get credits I can get at community college for next to nothing? I plan to transfer to the university as a junior. I go to community college and live at home with my mom and dad. I wanted to write this down so people could understand how a situation like mine gets started, it's not at all what you might think.